Memory ...

As I have evolved yet again over this past time that is now; on from a loss of a husband ... I have been conversing with our daughter a lot today ... naturally it is not just about me ... 

We are looking to our forthcoming time together, in yet another surreal time ... (and if things go to plan, as nothing is set in stone with the way our life seems to turn out of late) ... in a different part of this country. I still get quite unwell. I am going to have to book an appointment with the nurse practitioner, at this rate. 

I will see how things turn out. I am doing all the many suggestions; by all the medical personnel I have had contact with. 

My Late Husband was ...

really good in my adjustments, to nutritional intake in days long gone now ...

I have received the info of knowledge I was awaiting on, as promised, and to try alternative natural remedies for the current health issue ... from a reliable source ... its again ... who you know ...

Lack of Appetite 

For example I only had a banana; until I went out and came back with some suggested goodies further to what I do already ... 

I already follow ...

• High fibre foods to get rid of ill toxins 
• Good Mood Foods
• Herbal Teas and other plentiful liquids
• Slow release 
• Natural Foods 
• Olive oil etc etc 
• What people call bird food ...
• Etc

I purchased some gluten free cereals to try ...This is whether or not you test as coeliac 

Which at mid afternoon I started with a bowl of them ... I will try and follow the suggested diary too ... not too good with things like that ... anymore ...

Recent Memories of yet another ...

new season, in a different area of the UK ... All things Christmas, which I had not seen in many, many, seasons. I saw the items reminiscent of the season in the produce; not in the large stores, but life as once was, a long time ago now.

It was good to see all the familiar childhood styles of life, again, which we had seen, up until we had that isolated time away from it. That meant time away from that particular area for too long a time. I missed time too with my family. My cousin was the one to notice that and helped me piece that time, to enable me to travel again to this place, by walking me emotionally, step by fragile step so I could spend precious time with Dad ... that was only last year ... 

Quotes and Words of Wisdom Surround us Everywhere ...

not sure where I'd seen this recently ... I just remember it ...

"Don't Count The Day's ... Make The Day's Count "... Muhammad Ali

Hubby liked that one ...

Christmas Memorial Service

8-12-2015

I had this to look to since last month; when an invitation to attend dropped through the letterbox.

During the service we were able to light a candle if we wished to. The stars we wrote our messages on for the Christmas tree at the funeral home were blessed. 

A poignant service all round; with a lovely order of service with two poems read out. Ironically one of my late Dads favourite hymns was sung and everything my husband would have loved ... 

Getting used to a different way of life ...

in leisure time and trying to embrace the solitude of life without the men in our lives ... both my Mum and I muddling through like so many of us do ... in adjusting with the empty space beside ... 

My moments with my family each time since the passing of Dad; has meant that Mum and I have had the time to explore again, in the locality where I grew up ... after so much lost time from my circumstances ... 

It is an indescribable time; in gaining again ... the momentum of experiences I never thought in those dark days I would ever see and feel again ....