... once the deeds are done ...

... theirs is a death that awaits ...

A story prompt ...

Then the coin flips to a more positive story prompt ...

This is a mind ... Tattered to shattered to rectified ...  fathoming a way forward ... 

The bubbling sea

of

• Alluring
• Ambundant 
• Bountiful
• Cherishing
• Daft
• Elegance
• Excrete ranch
• Fathoming 
• Finding
• Flourishing
• Gratitude
• Hauntingly
• Ironic
• Jubilant 
• Kindly
• Letting go
• Luminosity 
• Meditation
• Moderately 
• Musical 
• Negatively 
• Oblivious 
• Positivity
• Quirky
• Really 
• Sensuality in the senses 
• Tantamount 
• Tantalising 
• Uniqueness
• Vibrancy 
• Vitality 
• Wonderment
• Waltzing
• Xanthous 
• Yonder 
• Zest

Another day is nearly here

soon to be away from this clear
a time for a celebration near
and then with those to me dear
for time to say farewell
and assist in a get well

A Breath of fresh air

although it has been a day in a sea of belongings ... a treasure trove in the rubble of life ...it makes a change from being tardy ... I am eager to see what lies beneath for the time ... Still not without my rumbles of grumbles and growls ... 

The incredulous in the land of lay

The silence before the start of day 

The thinking in the way 

of those items no longer to stay 

The items that are to put away 

the items to keep from going astray 

In the meantime I have lots to say 

Into Stroppy mode

if I am not aware 

I am a bit fresh myself

In making the home free of the clutter remains

all the dirt rubbed off on me

it has been quite a dust cloud this week

I worked in my PJs today

A dip in the bath is now required ...

A freshness Appearing ...

this in all aspects ...

I still feel disjointed in social settings

I no longer interested in certain strands of small talk or in depth. It takes special connections on par with others troubles I have time for  ... to listen ... 

I connected with one person outside the know ... to talk of hoarding ...

And I listened to a local councillor have a good 'ol rant about moany constituents; while waiting to see an MP 

grasping the bit ...

... Into a new era ...  

I found it hard to be out tonight 

I wanted to get in the black hole behind a cupboard door 

I went out, achieved that goal on returning home ; now for the next stage tomorrow 

Troubled waters ...

... finding me own solutions ...

I shut everything out today to find a way back ... from the darkest recesses of the mind ... the contentment intertwined in that of my late husband ...

Fearless in Fruition ...?

our ambitions ...

... fear of drowning ... puts off sister in rowing on the river ... 

She would like to try canoeing ... I said that is what is in mind too ... only I would not fit ... 

I would like to do white water rafting ...

And things I would never have done once ... bungee jumping and jumping out a plane ... all things presently a no go ... I would break the rope ... plop through the sky ... and more ... 

Life in Prompts ...

... time in suppressed creativity in all forms ... encouraged by the few ... 

The unleashing into ideas prompts words and it started with an image ... 

The rocky road where I finally found a niche ... the talk with family long before I took the plunge ... The fact my sister who has done social media but never this platform ...yet ...pleased that I actually did and doing it ... 

It is coming round to a year ... Since a debut blog and post ... 

In this time it unfurled into many strands ... At times I was unable to keep up with this mind ... 

There are many and various ... representing  the evolving recovery in this short time ... in a long life with too much time for a while ... missing along with what was destroyed by unnecessary moments 

That aside  ... I am thankfully too and for those who take time in enjoying .. I hope the many visits passing my way ... and as I am inspired by all around me in sharing that inspiration on ... 

The private discussions in how to turn the troubles ...

... around ... 

Our daughter replacing the little things that others would not know on the first part of this journey back from such loss in tragic hoarding circumstances...

The revitalisation in getting on with it on my own again ... As I did back ...

Nothing or no one would understand what I am going through now ... Each step reliving traumas in ya face ...