Anew astride

and getting ready for a route different. The thought process in the adventure of it, not the worry. 

Where once a regular traveller, then eventually refusing to get in a cluttered car. The days of railcard travel to advance ticket sales. The fun of explore, in reverse of a trend in isolation. The pockets of recent past where crisis found, still do not fill me without the reverberating time so lost in lost ... 

I have had to have a hard outer core, or I would not be outside no more ... 

Those and these denunciation

such in much ... the day like today not too self analytical ... enough of others do so ... 

A bit of clean in therapy with a bit of another layer peeled back ... in the rooms where wall space is sought, seeked and getting back the reclaimed home ... A bit all over the place at the start of a day I thought was Wednesday. By eve time a little of philosophical logic appearing .... 

Vintage ...

... in off the norm jams marmalade and chutneys etc  ...

....After growing up with homemade ...it is just not the same unless you look yonder ...

The jam or chutney making still not yet ... 

I look for the specialties of others in the same mind ...when I am able ...

A delicious tearoom with their array of these very products in tourist areas and farm shops etc ...

The source of local products ... 

Jam, chutney making

... And dressmaker mannequins... all sounds sticky hot and eerie ... 

Harvest festival time ... 

The decadent soups, the bread making, the garden to table all a distant thing of times ...

The mannequins on sale in a BHS in Crewe added to this in the summer ... all fixtures and fittings were going ... 

The recent turn in a kitchen descuttle yet again, in finding my way around a room chock a block stuffed and the normal, 

The toaster, the kettle the basics of counter ware 

The air fryer, instead the deep fat fryer too big and ginormous for me at the minute 

The healthy grill 

The sandwich toaster, no more ...

Toasties are just as good oven baked or on the healthy grill 

The bread and yogurt, the donut makers 

Waffles, pressure, slow cookers

The multi function ones 

The rice cooker, the steamer 

Th espresso maker gone 

So too the cafetière, the percolator we once had 

The array of counter top products gone and too overwhelming ... to even bother with again 

I have looked at the one multi function item for my kitchen 

Again logic in simple basics again ... time feels better spent elsewhere in these consistent dilemmas 

I promised myself a cafetière... Only I am not good with sharp implement or glass as proven more recently again ... 

Another review of much

in abundance since I been back of small measures in touch. 

Whereas I sample a change of light in mood over a bank holiday weekend 

The wider part is snifled of life ... 

Time out in parts of a town in change ... to have a change of view ... And breathe air plenty 

The hope one day for a breathe of fresh air to be permanent in a home once again 

On a day of transparency not, for another family whose loved one unbeknownst to them died of bagpipe lung ...